Dentistry

Visting the dentist is probably something I will never stop fearing.


Oral Injection isn't comforting for me because I can't see the needle going through the skin, or in this case, the gum. I will never get why people don't want to look at the needle going in, for me, seeing the needle go through prepares me... and then I get turn on because the pain is sooo good.


Drilling is okay, until the drill hits the sensitive part and starts drilling even deeper because OMG! There's Oil underneath!

Drilling the sensitve part and feeling the "pain" is something no numbing cream or anesthesia injection will fix, I really want to try the laughing gas thing, only worry is that when I am high, I might start spilling sensitive information, and that's something the Russian Governemnt won't be too happy about.

¡No soy un Espía ruso ... dejan de preguntar!


I headed over to the dentist yesterday because there's a hole onmy teeth that's waiting to be filled. Initially I wanted to fix a single cavity that I was very sure existed because its on my front teeth, I knew there was another somewhere because I could feel it when I am brushing my teeth, but wasn't so sure whether it was a cavity or not, turns out the dentist found it out and decided to fill it up as well.


Early on, when the dentist first saw my teeth, he was pretty astounded because it was so gorgeous.

Dentist : "Hmmm....Your teeth is really......"

Me : "Jacked Up? Yeah"

I get that all the time when I see the dentist, I blame my Mum for backing me out from getting my braces when I was younger. Just because I was acting like a pussy doesn't mean I.... hmmm.



No, I was really scared about getting braces when I was younger because I thought what they do is they drill holes at the end of your gums and hook the braces on, who knew all they had to do was superglue metallic pieces on each of your teeth and strap a piece of wire against every metallic piece and tighten it every few months, like feet binding in China except you don't get a deformity afterwards but on the contrary become a beautiful swan.



Too bad there's NS coming up soon and doing braces now won't be a good idea because I won't have time to clean all the metal in my mouth when I am serving time... Oh that's right , apparently I did something wrong and have been sentenced to 2 years. I get paid though so I guess its no so bad, but seriosuly, I can do so much in 2 years. Gosh, Singapore, do you want to find the cure for cancer or not?


Can't wait to get braces though, I heard that when you initially get it, it sucks the life out of you by bleeding you dry but then afterwards you will start to love it, like Ash and Pikachu from Pokemon.


back to filling my teeth...

Nothing the dentist say after "Hmmm.... you teeth is..." will ever sound politcally correct because it will hurt my feelings, thus I decided to end his sentence for him.

Compared to the Malaysian dentist, this filling cost $80 per filling as compared to $25 per filling. And it's actually worth it, though not my money, becuase the filling is plastic shiny teeth colour and doesn't look like white plaster, which after some time becomes yellow... plus it feels so much smoother I can't stop licking it and acting sexy in front of this webcam channel I do on some adult website.

Turns out I have another 2 decay on the way, bloodymuthaf*cuker. All that daily Mentos, Pocky, Cadbury and Spirte did their magic, now I have 2 bloody decay on the way. Damn it, but hey, Shiny Shiny plastic filling at my Mum and Dad's expense.

Innate Ramblings

I like the title, it sounds so profound. I didn't think of that title, probably heard it or read it from somewhere else.

My laptop's been a little crazy lately, due to the fact that I've been playing Aion on it all day long. But that's a test to see whether or not you are the perfect laptop for me Acer and you've obviously failed miserably.

(Gamer language starts here...)

Damn charger stop charging midway while I was playing, I found a perfect group to do an instance with after like an hour of looking for members and the charger just stopped working. You know how hard it is to look for members in the Looking For Group channel. Bloody hell, took the group an hour to find a tank and healers and the computer stop working after that.

My laptop can be such a cunt at times.

(And gamer language stops)

If you actually understood what I was talking about, Welcome to my blog my fellow Basement Dweller

Well, I have watched the recent Glee episode and I have to say it's pretty awesome. I can never get why people would compare Glee to High School Musical.

Sure, there are similarities on why people would think they are the same type. The students break into a song and dance number whenever they have feelings that they want to express and sure, they happen to be set in a high school... but really the similarities end there, you don't put "Female Protagonist falls in love with Male Protagonist" as a similarity because otherwise all Koreans shows would be the same.

Hmmmm~ Anyway...

Whereas High School Musical sing song like "Something is going on in my heart and WTF I missed my period" written by their very own song people from whereever they find them from, Glee actually does songs that are No.1 hit somewhere sometime ago.... they don't make new songs that are filled with cliche lyrics...

It's the start of something knew~

I think I barfed when I look at you Yeah~

And now looking at the floor.

I think I just vomited lunch Ooooo~

Start of my Bulimia"

...but rather they find songs that have cliche lyrics that are No.1 hit somewhere sometime ago and sing it.

Plus, they won a few Emmy Awards, so you can't really say its a terrible show unless you have unique(<-Read Bad) taste in shows.

Although I have to say not every show or movie that has a huge fan-base is a fantastic show, look at Twilight... it's a terrible show, that's why all it has won are MTV Movie Awards that are voted by the fans themselves. Any show that goes up against Twilight in an Award show where votes are casted by fans are sure to lose out... unless Twilight is against the Bieber army, that would be a different story... maybe on par ?

Now I can't wait for the Britney episode... it's Britney Bitch... you hear me you bitch? It's Britney.

Whatever, Glee makes me listen to music I have never heard before like Britney Spears... no, I listen to Britney, hell, I was listening to Britney when I was studying for my O-Levels... when she sobbed and talked about how crappy her life was, made me feel scared and had me study even harder...I don't wanna marry a loser, and the only way to prevent that from happening is by studying and becoming smart.

Speaking of music, I am very sick of hearing people squabble about how terrible the music of the current generation is thanks to the likes of Justin Bieber, Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez.

True, they have indeed destroyed the music industry with all their insanely brainless, self absorbed songs.

I am like a freaking fly on the wall

Paparazzi need to bloody get off my back

Feeling like a fly on the wall

I had intercourse with Daddy when I was ten (<-that is a false accusation. I hate her song but I don't hate Miley Cyrus)

Like a fly on the wall.

Kings Of Leon was once an indie band who's now starting to enter mainstream music industry, has been dissed by "fans" who feels that they are losing their style and are moving on to a different style, all because they feel the band isn't "indie" anymore.

After doing a little research, I find out that the songs that the "fans" were so pissed about was actually a song that Kings Of Leon wrote a long time ago, before they were mainstreamed, which means the music style of Kings Of Leon didn't change at all. The fans just didn't know what the hell they were talking about.

These so called "fans" are the type of people who thinks that they are cool because they are listening to music from an indie band, but because that indie band is finally going mainstream, they get pissed off because that means they are no longer cool people as their "favorite" band has gone mainstream.

I admit I actually did that once, I downloaded Kings Of Leon for that reason, and I ended up enjoying it a lot. Then I decided to listen to Radiohead.... yeah, didn't really like the latter, its still in my iPod but I'm not listening to it because I simply have no liking for it.

Kings of Leon FTW~!

Paranoid.

"Don't ever go and take a look"

That's what I tell myself in my head over and over again whenever I am tempted to see something that I know will be bad for me, like my grades... 2girls1cup.... kiddy porn.

After taking a look at whatever it is, I will just feel like crap for the rest of the day, or if it's 2girls1cup, feel scarred for life for the next few weeks... or feel afraid that parents will find me and kill me on the spot with their own collection of pornography

So today, I decided to browse something on the webby to feed my forever curious mind, and I saw something someone I know wrote, and I'm always feeling like everyone's talking about me because I like to believe the world revolves around my gravitation pull.

It's twisted because what some people say are seriously just very dark.. like..

"Sometimes when I see your face I just want to stick it into a mixer and make a face smoothie. And then I will throw that face smoothie away to show how worthless you really are."

Not directed at anyone, let me clarify. I'm not a person who thinks of dark thoughts, Smoothie isn't dark, it's healthy and nutritious and who knows, you might have a yummy face.

So after reading that, I get extremely paranoid and start thinking of what I have done to piss that person off so much.

And my train of thought will go like this....

Is it my face? Can't be my face, I look AMAZING for a 20 year old.

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I gave that person a bar of chocolate just a few days ago to thank him/her for the help, I really had no idea he/she will have explosive diarrhea afterwards because of an allergic reaction.

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He/she spoke to me like 2 days ago, sure we had a great talk until he/she decided to go for lunch.

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That little bitch, if anyone should be pissed it should be me. He/she poured coke on my new pants a few days ago, he/she said it was an accident but I THNK NOT!

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Oh.. I knew it, I knew he/she had a problem with me right from the start, he/she's been trying to sabotage me since day 1.

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2 can play the same game. Wanna play "Insult the Anonymous", fine. "It's so sick to see some people's face sometimes because some people are just so sick to see."

And then the very next day, the person who wrote that dark post comes up to me and jokes with me about the post he/she wrote, and that its directed at someone else. By the way, the whole thought process that goes on usually happens within like a minute.

Then the whole process repeats when I see another similar anonymous post and I get even more paranoid. Which is why I have to discipline myself to never see other people's tweets. By other people I mean those who are always very negative and might be randomly insulting anyone. <- because such people exist in my head.

I'm going to force myself to write a random blog post and I hope by the end of this entry... magical things will happen.



By magical things I mean I will go extremely out of point you wouldn't even believe it. And I am going to put pictures because otherwise it wil just look really really really dull.



So things have been pretty dull lately, nothing to report on my end.


Yesterday's entry was pretty uncalled for, so I deleted it. There's no point harboring ill feelings for someone you no longer want to view as your friend. It's like trying to kill a stink bug, at the end of the day, not only does the bug die, you will smell like crap as well... I think they stink you up that is.... its wise to kill the bug with that bug spray that I used sparingly but can't seem to remember the name.

It's awesome to use a bug spray and see the bugs die instantly, I felt like Hitler and the ants were the jews, although the house will smell really bad later on (I mean the bugs), and when you try to light a match, the diffused bug spray will cause an explosion and kill everything... that's why its not wise to use a bug spray, it doesn't just destroy the O-Zone layer... it destroys you as well, starting with your skin, and then you internal organs and followed by whatever comes next.

"Chic Harsoon Yanburg" <- How I think it's pronounce.

Oh crap, I just thought of a better example, playing with a hornet's nest, I sudenly remembered The Millenium Trilogy, the last of the movie trilogy, The Girl Who Kicked The Hornet's Nest, which I watched and had no idea what was happening because my level of concentration only can last for so long... I had to go read wikipedia to understand what was happening after watching the entire movie like how I do with every other movie I watch. And after that I will read the "Critic's Reception" part of every movie page on Wiki and adjust my liking of the movie to the general movie critic's view on the movie, which is why I think The Millenium Trilogy is an awesome movie.


I am going to watch Sorority Row soon and I think it's going to suck because Wiki told me so... which is why I think I am going to enjoy it because I find joy in watching bad movies based on the fact that I am not very smart and stupid movies will be easier for me to follow.


Oh, the best thing to do in situations like having to deal with people like my buddy what's his name is to remove them entirely from your social life, which in my case amounts to....



....and MSN Messenger whose icon I shall not put because its just 2 face round bold bluish and greenish figure standing together. It's an ugly icon.

Block, Delete, Block, Delete and then force yourself to not see what's going on with that person social life at all... unless something really really bad happen then you go and see so you can feel bad for a while and then feel extremely good later on... and then feel bad again for feeling good about someone's misfortune. No, the last part didn't sound right.


At this point I really don't think I will feel sorry for him if something bad did happen like he got into a car accident or whatever, I will just think he deserves it to put it bluntly. I don't wish him bad things, but I don't wish him well either.


It actually works, when you stop caring so much. The Carebears got it all wrong, I have no idea what values the carebears are teaching but its definitely something positive and cute and I want the one that doesn't belong to the group... the lion one. I wonder what happen if you put the Zebra inside the group, it will probably get mauled to death by the bears and the lion.


Who's caring now?



To end of this post... here's a video about Randomness.....






Natalie Tran is awesome.... and I have a really bad movie to watch so till next time. To end this post...here's the poster of the bad movie.

Sir-RAWR-Roti Row <- That's how it's pronounce.

"I want scared, Rumer Willis, not shocked and fierce" Imagining what Tyra Banks will say about the poster.

17/09/2010

I am gonna re-write what I wrote yesterday.

Seconday School Friends Meet-Up

Earlier this week, I was out with a bunch of Secondary School classmates for dinner. As awesome as it was to actually see them after months, the choice of dining wasn't exactly my cup of tea... I had ice lemon tea and Koi bubble tea that day, have to fully utilise that phrase, its a wordplay party going on here... bad wordplay aside and back to complaining like a spoiled brat, we dined at a restaurant where the air-conditioning system was non-existent and because it was a Sunday night during dinner time, lots of people were there.


So people were exchanging body heat and it made me feel extremely sticky the whole time... I enjoyed the company don't get me wrong, it was a great time but it would've been better if the shopkeeper could've been more gracious by hiring personal maids to fan me while I had my dinner. I am someone who gets extremely uncomfortable when I see people spreading honey or whatever sweet and sticky stuff on someone, especially on their neck and face area, during a very warm day... its makes me feel dirty and sometimes I just want to go to the toilet and clean myself very thoroughly, only to find myself crying in a fetal position after 2 minutes of insane scrubbing.... and then at night when I go to sleep, I will have nightmares of the person ripping my clothes and making me do things I don't want to do.


After that dinner, headed over to Koi Bubble Tea because there's one nearby and its alway good to have a good cup of Bubbletea when you are done with dinner. 5 cups of Bubble tea required a 15 to 20 minutes wait... I didn't mind, but the other guys thought the bubbletea was overrated. I like to believe that Koi lace their drinks with a spoonful of cocaine and it made me feel euphoric and cool because...Hmmm, I don't know~... I just had crack for Supper~!


Dessert after that, nothing interesting really happened except a friend found some girl sitting across the table cute, and no one else did... he has an accquired taste in girls.


Polymates Chalet


This happened yesterday and I would be lying if I said I enjoyed myself. The main difference between my Polymates Chalet and my Secondary School Friend meet up was that I enjoyed the company of everyone for the latter.


I don't enjoy the comapny of people I don't speak to on a regular basis, people whom I have no recollection of ever speaking to and finally, people that I have absolutely no interest in speaking to whatsoever.


Not a social butterly.


I can already fill the angst building up just from writing this portion of the post out... voluntering to cook (BBQ 40-ish sausages) was not what I had hopped for. It was pretty bad, I was actually aiming for grill marks to appear on the sausages to make it look like something Paula Deen would have made, and I realise today that in order for the grill marks to happen, you need a grill plate... if not a lot of skill. They either came out charred or undercooked... so I retired from my post after attempting to cook for the group.


But even after I stopped cooking, someone decided to keep rubbing it in because his presence isn't already big enough of a buzzkill for me, he wanted to make it even more memorable, despite that not being his true intentions... his intention was to get laughs from everybody else even though I may find whatever he said to be extremely grating.

I acted like how other celebriteis would react when they find out someone is making a joke at their expense in front of a huge crowd, they laugh it off and start cursing the person on the inside like crazy... or in my case blog it out. That's what being a gentlemen is... I will open the door for you, I will pull out the chair for you, but you can dream on if you think I am going to throw my Gucci jacket on the puddle of water so your hills won't get wet.


Really the most enjoyable part for me was playing cards with my friend who taught me Poker, Texas Poker and Tai Di, the latter I am still extremly confused. I like Poker now, its fun... now all I need is to master my Pokerface. I am not going to make a Lady Gaga reference joke here because you would've seen that coming and I need to be surprising people once in a while with my lack of witty jokes.


Probably the first one to go home after that... had to get away from all the drama that was happening... in my head. I was imagining what would happen if this was a Bravo reality series scenario.

What what be going on....

"Out of my face, get out of my face!"
*throws a bottle of beer into BBQ Pit for added dramatic effect*
"Get that f**king camera of my face!"
*Sticks Satay stick into my mouth and barf on the person who was pissing me off*
"Piss me off again next time and I will make sure to have garlic and onions before barfing into your mouth again!"

Ablisa

This amazing video needs to be shared... like really, like needs to be, like. Yeah!

I love the thumbnail. FALCON PUNCH!

Pretty sure they are gonna be fine afterwards, just gonna bounce right back up and be BFFs again. Do cool things like staying at each others house for the whole week, I hardly stay out for more than an hour because being outside too long isn't good for me for I have to maintain the visage of a no life gamer.

Skinny, pale and almost dying.