19/04/2010

After my internship ended, I was actually pretty sad about it because I thought I was going to miss the people working there.

School started today and I realise that I will actually miss so much more. I was actually reminiscing the direct bus rides to and fro my workplace, being together with all the working adults. 

Missing the times when I can just go to the company's toilet and sit there watching "UP" on my iPod Touch. Missing the company's people gossiping really loudly, the cold stares I get from my colleagues as they walk pass the kitchen area where I will be seated most of the time with my other intern mates.

It's just really depressing today to go back to school and find out how sadly small my social circle in school really is. How I have to push my intelligence level to that of a kid all of a sudden to speak to some people and how I have to increase my tolerance level to that of an adult.

A group project isn't my ideal choice to start the new term, in a group with people I am not that close to for the next 8 weeks. It's not that I don't like them, it's just that I would much prefer to be in a group that I would actually be glad to be a part of. 

We headed down to a site today for a visit and I just remembered all the things I did during my Internship, a proper site visit as compared to the ones where I went out with my group mates, the difference is huge. 

I'm suddenly entering depression because my ITP is over and I have to go back to school. My internship just made me realise how different the environment between school and a proper workplace is, and I would much rather be in a proper workplace. 

18/04/2010

Aright, to negate from all that negative energy emitting from the previous post (that I have deleted) , I shall write another one, a more positive post.

By positive I mean positive for me. It's like it's not going to get any better for you than to lay your eyes on this wonderful blog that consist of no pictures and only a wall of text. Ever read a non- kids story book? Same concept just that it won't be as exciting.

Now all my proper blog post about my adventure filled life is always a day late, take it as though you are watching a re-run of your favorite show, like Glee.

After a personal record set by my Sony Ericsson C902 of staying by my side for 19 months, I think, I went ahead and got myself a new phone. Being a working adult for the past 7 weeks and not having to worry about having to pay any bills of any sort, I had the luxury of spending as much as I want.

In celebration of having so much money from my underpaid job, I decided to get the Xperia X10. It's a beast because it's so huge and it looks so fragile. 

I was actually planning to get a Blackberry device, but then I have so many people I know who are already holding on to a Blackberry plus the plan is overkill, I am not going to pay $50 a month for a device I will hardly use.

My main reason for buying an expensive handset is to show the world how "rich" I am. But because I have quotes in the term rich, I can't really afford to pay $50 a month for a phone plan that I will hardly use. 

So in the end I chose to remove the Blackberry from my option, among other reasons that I shall not put down because it's just going to spoil the whole positivity that this post is suppose to be carrying. *cough* Copycats *cough*

I am now holding on to an Xperia X10 in all it's 4 inch glory. That sounded sexual in a bad way, you hardly see any 4 inchers in the adult industry but in the technological department for mobile devices, that's HUGE.  

Right now I am not trying to touch my phone because my sweaty palms and the phone's shiny surface just makes everything very very greasy.

I can't even touch my own phone now?

16/04/2010

Today officially mark the last day of my Internship. 

7 weeks ago I would be over the moon if internship ended, but now I am feeling a little sad leaving the company. Sigh~

It was great while it lasted, especially the last week because that was when the people in my team became more friendly towards me, before that they would ignore me and stick a "loser intern" paper on my back and then they will laugh at me and kick me in the ass. 

Glad that it's over, sad that I have to leave and won't be able to get closer to them.  

Only on the final week, WHAT? You guys have got to learn to take advantage of the interns on the very first week.

Good thing is my bribery of chocolates worked on my team because I got an overall grade of A. I was very generous so I guess A is good. Gosh I feel like I bought my grades.... I feel so dirty.

Met my Secondary friends right after my last day of work. It was actually pretty good to see them again. There was this insult going on that not in mean spirit, and that's something that I haven't really been experiencing for a while. People I know now are so mean spirited I really can't just laugh along.

Well this blog post has been insanely boring. I'm sorry but I think my Twitter has made me extremely lazy. My attention span is only slightly above that of a goldfish.  

11/04/2010

Whenever I watch a movie and I see the female characters eating ice cream from the tub, I will think to myself. 

"That must be one hell of an ice cream, to be so delicious that you have to dig right in."

But I guess depress individuals don't really care about scooping out the ice cream into bowls before consuming it. Well, I get it, they are sad so it's okay to be unhygienic once in a while.

Anyways, I tried consuming ice cream from the tub today. Dreyers Peppermint Ice Cream that set me back about $10. After digging into the tub and consuming the ice cream, I have come to 2 conclusion.

1. Those females in the movies like to eat their feelings. 

2. My liking for peppermint ice cream isn't as crazy as I thought. It isn't love.

It was not bad though, just hard to swallow it down after eating 1/10 of the whole tub.

Watched Shutter Island earlier today. The movie was pretty cool, the reason being that I abstain myself from heading to Wikipedia and reading through the entire story. The big twist at the end was like Woah! .... Life would be so much better if Wikipedia wasn't there to spoiler all the movies for me.

I always succumb to temptation. 

Well, tomorrow will be the last week of work for me. I don't think I am going to miss a lot of my co-workers there because hardly any of them speak to me or any of the interns. My supervisor is out-stationed and I am really afraid that I will not have anything to do tomorrow.

But hey, it's the last week so that's something to look forward to. After that starts school and I no longer have to endure someone's nonsense anymore. 

Just gotta move away from that thing and I will be fine.

Till next time...

I need to have stuff to tweet, I can't put a one liner here all the time.

10/04/2010

I was actually planning to write a post about all the angst I have towards a particular person. But I think I am going to leave that out of this blog and write it in another one.

Think positive for this blog. Only positivity. 

Well, I suddenly have this topic I want to talk about on this blog. I will try to write it out as positive as possible.

So what Exactly does it mean to have great taste in music ?

I am not very sure, every time people say..

"You have great taste in music."

Do they mean it in a way that speaks for everyone or do they speak for themselves and that's how they feel base on their own taste of music.

Isn't a person's taste in music subjective?

I listen to mainstream music, that doesn't mean I have bad taste in music. I listen to Indie music, that doesn't mean I have great taste in music. It just means I am open to a variety of music genres and that means that makes people who say "You have great taste in music" a little narrow minded.

 

Don't get me wrong, I am not trying to judge people like that because I have no rights but it just rubs me off the wrong way when people say that to others. 

They have great music taste because they share the same music taste as you. Self complimenting. I don't like people who praise themselves unless they are joking, like me, all the time because I am hilarious. 

I feel so Zen right now I am actually picturing a wooden graining in my head.

07/04/2010

As much as I would like to share with the world how fantastically awesome my job is. I'm not because I have self discipline and I do not want to further upset those people who stay in a cubicle all day and do computer work. 

Just to make things clear, I don't stay behind the cubicle all day because I can't stay behind a cubicle, I haven't got a cubicle. Everything else is pretty much the same as what cubicle citizens do.

Ending post now! I have stuff to watch.

03/04/2010

I have to admit, it's so much easier to just put the date as a title. 

Due to the lack of any social life, I didn't have anything to update. Now I am blogging all this out because I feel that it's important to keep this blog alive and to let my readers know that I am still alive. 

I feel weird typing out that last phrase, there's no one reading this blog. I'm not deluded, that's why I didn't put a blog counter, I let the comments do all the talking. 

Away from talking to myself and back to talking about myself.

Everything before today is just boring to blog about, and everything after today probably will be too. 

Work, work, work, work. Maximum effort, minimum pay. I got my pay just a few days back and it felt amazing. $440 for 4 weeks of work, you don't just go out and flaunt this kind of thing because people at McDonalds are getting paid a lot more. Like $1.50 more per hour, I think. I don't know, the only thing I know is that the pay is not going to help me get a good gaming laptop much less a desktop within the next few weeks. 

So I am still stuck with my laptop with all it's sluggish low FPS performance with equates to motion sickness thus leading to me puking my guts out. 

Well, yesterday was Easter so Belated Happy Easter Day to people who celebrate Easter Day with chocolates and bunnies with stigmata who raised from their chocolaty grave in 3 days, and if you get the full set it will come with a crying Mary Magdalene chocolate bunny at the side of the grave.

Nothing else to update. So see you around my non existing readers.

Sometimes I am so amazed at how random I can get, but that kind of randomness only happens when I am stoned.